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A poem to my anxiety 🖤

some days i think

i have healed

some days i spend

sitting in the shower

until the hot water runs out

some days i feel

at peace

some days i spend

laying in bed

unable to even breathe properly

some days i see

that things could get better

some days i spend

just wishing to die

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aw love thank you for sharing ❤️ i'm so sorry you're having heavy thoughts, i am very happy you're still here. feel free to email me any time (m@michaelapoetry.com). and if you're in a really bad place, here's a list of numbers you can call, depending where you live: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines

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hi good afternoon! i agree dating or meeting people during covid is soo hard lol if i went a several days without talking and then i had to talk to someone i get so stuttery lmfao and i forget how to talk and then get self aware of how awkward i sound lol but i go back to normal in like 10 mins so its ok but i totally get where your coming from, its tough out here. i wish u well in dating though its hard these days. ok onto poetry!

a poem to my anxiety

shutup please

you are dormant most days

but when you wake up to bother me

oh, its like the biggest boulder in the world is on my shoulders

i guess i can't blame you

because i know its me

that's the one standing in my way

i know you're hurt and you have reason to be worried

but i don't have enough time to deal with your worries

life is too short to be spent worrying over the small things

so in order to stop getting in my head or in my own way

i have to forgive myself

everyday i have to,

to keep you asleep

cheers 💌 see u next week!

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hahaha forgetting how to talk is a mood. it's hard out here ✋🏼 i LOVE the opening line of this poem! and the way you brought forgiveness into it ❤️ see you next week!

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a great way to spend the morning before friday.

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❤️ thanks for reading as always, liam!

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